Feeling Excited / Guilty

Obviously, moving abroad brings upon a rush of different emotions that are to be expected. Anxiety being one of them :o

However, since my mother has passed I also have a feeling of guilt surrounding my trip. I feel so responsible for my father since everything has happened and although he says he will be fine, I am having a hard time with the idea. Originally, I would've been leaving BOTH my parents together but now it's just him.

My siblings both work and have children and really can't be over here visiting with him every day... I can't decide whether it's appropriate to feel this guilty but I can't help myself. I'll have to just continuously reaffirm that he will be ok. Maybe it will eventually stick with me.