Planning

Ugh, I'm starting to get so sad. I'm leaving Ireland in approximately two months and although I knew this day was coming and was initially super excited, the reality of going back to Windsor Ontario and being like, normal again is really leaving a bad taste in my mouth. I've had this amazing opportunity to travel and kind of live this extraordinary life here in Dublin and I can't seem to picture myself going back to Windsor and just doing regular shit again.

Obviously there are some good things, like seeing my family and friends again but I'm also back in Windsor lol. It's not a super exciting place to live and there's honestly not a lot to do. It's depressing lol With that in mind, I've started really thinking about what comes next and what I want for myself in the immediate future.

I still have to put a lot of thought into moving to New Zealand for some time. The deterrent is simply the flying for 15 or 16 hours. It's a looooong flight and I just don't know how I'd handle something like that when the flight from Europe to Canada nearly has me in a straight jacket by the end of it. Not to mention, everything is pretty far away from New Zealand in that it won't be as easy for me to travel like it was here. What's been great about Dublin is it's literally 4 hours maximum to get from place to place whereas I;m looking at 8, 9, 10 hours to fly out to various spots for travel. It's a lot for me to ponder.

For now, I'm just trying to plan to get readjusted to my life back home. I know the weather sucks, I know it's boring, but it's home. I have a very important wedding to attend in August and after that, I will kind of decide what my next step is. If I do decide to take the working holiday visa for new zealand, I'd be leaving in September or October of 2020 which gives me about a year to put away all of the money required to make it work. 

Planning for the future sucks guys. I think it was easier before I had this experience because it's like now, I'm always going to be looking for the next adventure as opposed to short term planning like before. I'm always going to be working towards something better than what I have lol Ugh, we'll see what happens but I know I'm getting sad about leaving Ireland. That much is for sure.

HAPPY VEG