Some Updates

My most recent personal post was about stability and here I am, still as unstable as ever lol Is stability something I should just give up on until I return home to Canada or is it possible to get my shit together here? That's the question.

Work is going well, I really love the people I work with which is good, I still hate the nights to be honest but I'm trying to give them a chance. I quit my job back home after 5 years because I was moved to nights and hated them lol. I'm really trying to make the best of things here because that's all I can really do but boy oh boy would I prefer to be working during the day or afternoon. It's fine though, I know that I'll eventually be moving to days and afternoons so I think I can tolerate this until then.

The hostel I'm staying at offered me a job during the day cleaning which would mean I quit my current job and work here but it boils down to the kind of experience I want on my resume. I would much rather have front desk experience in another country because when I go home to Canada this might open the door for me to work front desk at hotels which without experience, I wasn't really being given the opportunity to do. I had to turn down the position even though the prospect of coming off of nights really tickled my fancy lol but I had to think about the bigger picture.

On that note, I did however agree to do night calls at the hostel I'm staying at. Once or twice a week I'll be responsible for waking up and checking people in if someone staggers in passed 10 pm when the afternoon person goes home or dealing with any night time issues a guest might have. There will also be nights where absolutely nothing happens and I can sleep the whole night. In doing this, my rent will be reduced here which is kind of ideal for me because I'm really spending a lot to stay here. The only thing I wonder is will I regret giving up my days off for let's say, having some drinks, to do this? I don't know, I guess I'll just have to give it a try and see what happens.

So yah, stability what? Seems like things just keep getting crazier and more hectic but you know what, I'm a busy body and even though I want things to just be stable, I also seem to enjoy throwing myself in to more and more. I'm quite an enigma aren't I?

HAPPY VEG